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I'm bored. I've been watching a lot of tv lately, not really my thing but I've been hang'n out doing nothing. One thing I don't understand is the amount of violence which is allowed. This kinda thing always bothered me but I never questioned it, just accepted it. It is strange, maybe it's just me. The government and a lot of law abiding, church going folks seem to think it's ok. I guess the only time I found it bothersome is when watching something pretty sick with my daughter when she was about 6 or 7. That's when it dawned on me that a lot of the violence on tv is actually sick. I guess what we watch on tv is testimonial to how sick humans are. We are probably the sickest animals on the planet. I've met people who object to referring to human beings as animals? I don't know right from wrong anymore. I went to an AA meeting this morning with this new idea in my head that I was going to start really working the program. So I got in the car and drove up the street to the Midway AA meeting. I've never been to this one when I got there I just sat in my car for awhile and left. Not sure why i didn't go in, in fact I have no idea why. I saw this one on the AA website and realized its just up the road. I might try it again. I know I suffer from an antisocial dissease, but I take medication for that. I don't think it's been working lately.