continued ranting

Clock screen saver is pretty cool. I think I figured out what I'm doing here. I just felt compelled to start this blog and I think I just need to get these thoughts out of my head, they tell me it isn't healthy to keep to much trapped inside the bone ball. I'm not much of a talker so at least I'm venting. I imagine this blog as a place to record my thoughts which have value because they've been formed by many years of unique environmental stimuli. I use the term unique because there does not exist another person, place or thing that has had the exact same environmental input. We truly are products of our environment and the only explanation i can conceive is what I call my higher power. It just doesn't seem right to just carry our thoughts with us to the grave and let them be converted back into dust. It just seems like there must've been a lot of effort exerted to create us which is a miracle. That we could be created out of dust? Are we sure that we are the most advanced biological creature on earths evolutionary scale? It does seem that way because we have the most advanced ability to communicate and use tools and we know of no other entity with similar capabilities. There must be more evolving to go, because the process must continue until we become gods and even gods must be evolving into even greater or more powerful gods and on to eternity? i saw a documentary on a theoretical physicist named Stephen Hawking. Hawking is a genius like Einstein was and he has devoted his entire life to answering the big questions. He says that the gravitational pull of a black hole is so powerful that even information is sucked into it? Do we really have the capability to understand things of that magnitude? It's hard enough to even contemplate the concept of a black hole let alone the theory that information can't even escape.