Feelings

Topic of the day. Scatterbrained, wishy washy, insecure, homeless, lost, afraid and lonely. There, that's kinda what I'm feeling; not to mention sick and tired. i guess I can't seem to put my finger on it but one things for sure, I think I'm resonating with the vibration of negativity. I wanna be different only I am what I am. How can I change something so intrinsic? I guess if I would just quit trying to I'd be alright.

Inalienable rights: life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.

I guess I found it, happiness. Unfortunately happiness is also the fundamental problem. Such is life. I found happiness under the influence and now I spend most of my time denying myself. What's right today will be wrong tomorrow, the trick is to be in sync with the wave, for me that would mean doing the opposite of everything I've been doing which is a paradox. I just have to give it up to my higher power and accept the cards I'm dealt. The more I think I have control of my destiny the farther it seems to stray off course. It all boils back down to moments, how bizar.