New Plan

Alright, I'm through fuck'n around. I've been going to AA long enough to have figured out something. As you know, figuring shit out is what I do. I'm gonna use AA as my grand stand. Tonight I went to a speaker meeting at the Midway Club and I've gotta say it was the best speaker meeting I've attended. Hmmm, there are twelve steps, that's enough topic material in fact more than enough. I know something that we all know, only difference between us is that I recognize it for what it is. I know I talk like a mad man, and that's because I am a mad man. The longer I stay sober the farther down this road I go. My mind has been held in check since the first time I introduced a mood altering chemical into it, that's when I was 12. Anyway the funny thing is that when I read something I tend to retain bits and pieces of what I had no idea, and now I'm beginning to see and it's the thing I've always been trying to figure out. I know this part doesn't make any sense but just bear with me. I want to be a speaker at AA meetings. I wanna be the best, I wanna be nationwide. I have a plan, and it's so simple. I've overcome my fear of public speaking now, and I'm sure it's the result of all these meds I'm taking, but I can talk and I can all of a sudden talk well. I've attended so many speaker meetings I can say I'm an expert on the subject. It's perfect. I've had the pleasure of listening to several AA speakers more than once and it's been a blessing. Hell, I wanna be international, I don't know why but that's what I'm feeling right now. I know I can put it together. I must also say that there is something very spiritual about the Midway Club, messages get passed through there that? I can't get enough. I now think I know why god has delivered me to this place and I'm gonna go with it, I have no choice. Look out!