Real Stuff

Hello fellow addicts, I went to another meeting tonight as usual. The Midway Club in St.Paul, MN 55104. It was OK, I think maybe I get a little carried away when I share but that's better than I was for so many years. I never used to share at all, I wasn't getting it. Now I'm getting it a little, you have to share if you want to be part of the program. You've got to open up and let people know who and what you are. Tomorrow morning I have a job interview way up in North, well 40 miles, I don't wanna have to move, so maybe they won't hire me. Anyway, the woman that got my attention bowling the other night was there tonight, I didn't talk with her but we both shared so I know a little more about her now and vice versa. I don't know if it's my imagination but I get the feeling a few of the young aa groupie girls are begging for us older guys to give them some attention. I'm not having any problem with that, I'm not very good at hiding the fact that I can't keep my eyes off 'em. I think I'm going to get a sponsor soon, can't be a real participant without working the program. Anyway this job I'm going for tomorrow is a good one, or I wouldn't even be going up there. pay is around $20/hr and it's a union job. I also have a interview in Plymouth, and I'm curious about the supervisor out there, supposed to know me? Well, in aa I shared the fact that I've been lacking enthusiasm for life, the topic was gratitude, I said I thought that I had plenty of gratitude just getting tired of the never ending merry go round.