Park Nicollet Clinic

Hey, Sinamin here. Yesterday was a pretty good day, got a major issue taken care of, transportation. At least I have some now, not an ideal medium; however, better than begging others for rides all the time. Today I have an appointment with a Dr. David von Weiss @ Park Nicollet Clinic in Eagan. Once again I'm going to have to plead my case for my medication, Klonopin. What a hassle, but I've no choice here, the alternative is not acceptable. Not right now anyway, don't feel like giving up having come this far. I've no reason to believe it won't be another hassle, but I'll let you know how it goes later. Funny thing is I'm court ordered to stay on my medication?
Mary, the woman that lives here just informed me that she is going to make breakfast and I'm invited to indulge. I'm not really hungry and I'm trying to shed a few pounds I managed to acquire while in treatment. She was a little persistent so I caved.
I think I've mentioned Avalon, I'm going to start outpatient treatment there on Monday, I'm sure that'll be a trip. I'm going to be keeping you updated on that venture also, anything to do with my addiction problem for now. I've become a relative group therapy professional and I actually am beginning to enjoy these things. I wanna start posting some audio soon, slowly researching the podcast thing. I'm building a new computer but it's slow going given my limited resources(money). I'm trying to build a micro server so I can actually host my own blogs and web pages and allow other clients to maintain databases on it. Don't know what I'm doing, but I learn as I go. Part of my recovery is to develop hobbies along with a social network. Progress has been slow but steady. Six months ago I didn't want to live any more, today I'm giving life another go. Must be partly due to the medication which I have to constantly do battle with the medical pros to maintain. they're going to kill me yet. So far though; I'm maintaining sobriety and that means I'm surviving. I have to be careful not to start sinking into my natural state of depression which is where I just get tired of all this. I kinda think Mary upstairs is a little lonely at times. I'll be back later today, practice mindfulness while I'm gone, do some research on Zen and Buddhism.