Adult Foster Care

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Sucks ASS! I've been living here for almost five months and yes it does suck ass. The county put me here because they figured I was a danger to myself. What a joke this shit is. They (the county) is paying this guy $1260/month for me to live in a 12 foot square bedroom in the basement of this house with two other guys across the hall who play xbox video games 20hrs a day. Just thought I'd let you know how it's going, later.

Easy Money

Simon Says:
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Hey, yes, I'm still alive. I've been kinda busy lately. I still have to go to therapy every day and lately I've been mess'n around with a few different women. Nice girls, but they take up a lot of my time.

I've also been donating my plasma (blood) for money. Twice a week, $40 a pop, that's $80 a week and the only hard part is getting to the place and back here in one day. I have to recommend plasma donation if you could use the money and it's used to save lives which is a feel good thing.

I met this one woman a few weeks ago and we were really getting along well. Only problem I have is that I don't have any financial resources right now so she, "kicked me to the curb", as they say. I'm not too broken up about it, but I do realize that women are primarily interested in financial stability and that's understandable.

I finally got my laptop running again. I'm composing this post on it. My copy of Windows XP is pirated and I didn't get the right key code with it. It's going to expire in 28 days unless I figure out a way to crack the key, my next project.

If anyone out there is looking for free music downloads get "Shareaza". Great file sharing program for music but most of the applications are loaded with virus's. Just make sure you have an on access virus scanner before mess'n around with it. I managed to get a clean copy of "Office 2007", but everything else I've tried was infected. Don't understand what the big thrill is in trying to wreck peoples operating systems but it does ruin a big part of the internet experience. Sometimes I think it's the anti-virus companies that are unleashing a lot of the simple trojans out there, nothing better than the ability to create your own demand.

I'm, back in DBT (dialectic behavioral therapy), probably mentioned it before but I want to add a little note here. DBT is a good thing, only it pays to do your own research on it because insurance companies don't allow enough time for the formal therapy to be presented in a very useful way. I'm leaning away from 12 step (AA) and putting more effort into DBT. I want to start a small DBT support group, but then again there's a lot of things I'd like to do if I had the time.

I've also been getting into Japanese Kanji calligraphy, if you want to exercise your memory skills, Kanji is an excellent way to go and you learn a new language at the same time. There are around 8000 Kanji symbols, seems overwhelming to learn but I'm just taking it one symbol at a time.

I'm having a lot of trouble getting used to this foster care crap, but I use the DBT skills to help me endure it. I was originally court ordered here but my stay of commitment has been lifted and I'm here voluntarily now. Going to stay here until my SSDI goes through and I'm now on the waiting list for section 8 housing. I have a few new friends on section 8 and they have beautiful apartments with all the amenities. They tell you it's a 2-3 year waiting list but I've got a feeling it's not that long. That sort of propaganda is to discourage you from sticking to it.

I sure wish I could make a little money on the side. I want to get my own server and a T1 line, I've got to be careful not to suck up all this`guys bandwidth all the time, and it's getting a little old.

I am looking for pen pals in the mental health field, (anyone suffering from MI issues) so we`can learn the system together. I try to post all I know, but I need to know more. Don't hesitant to email me or post comments on this blog.

Oh, that's a pic of Shooter's where I like to play pool after I get my blood money.