Sunday, April 5, 2009

Corupt system

Simon Says:

Yes, I know. My radio show isn't working and I guess I just can't seem to get the server software working. It'll happen someday, maybe. My partner doesn't seem to have the patients and flips out when things don't work out. I on the other hand have patients coming out of my ass. Anyway, That has got nothing to do with what I want to write about.
Oh two more thing before we get started; It's my birthday! Never thought I'd make it this long but here I am. The other thing you might want to know is I'm trying to kick the meds, not because I don't think I need them. I lost my insurance and my meds cost $650 a month; which I just can't afford. Ever heard of brain shivers? Well, I'm knee deep in them and it's not pleasant. I was trying not to drink alcohol but today I just needed something to take the edge off.
Now, back to the topic. Corruption, perniciousness that exists in the mental health system. There are four people living in this house and all of us suffer from suicidal depression. I'm the only one who's been in the system so long that I've managed to get Social Security Disability. Well, because I have money coming in the company that manages this house is requiring me to pay for all sorts of innocuous services as a condition of my living here. The first thing they did was cancel my medical insurance. Then they are requiring me to see a nurse every week at a cost of $110 for each visit. They raised my rent to $440/month. So In my mind I have no choice. Tomorrow I'm moving out. Oh, I'm not going down without making some waves!